QHHT Session Story – I finally forgave myself after 10 years

It’s been just over 10 years since I became a QHHT® – Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique – practitioner and I found myself reminiscing about the time when I was brand shiny new. Mostly, I tried to forgive my past shortcomings. This particular client, DJ, came to mind and I finally accepted that I probably did way more good for him than harm.

DJ was my husband’s photography client. He needed some portraits of himself for his prospects as a DJ and hopefully a music producer one day. I tagged along carrying the off-camera flash in a rundown part of London where DJ lived and where my husband thought suited DJ’s image and we ended up in a studio for more shots while DJ actually DJ-ed for us.

My husband enjoys a good chat but he can get into a zone when he’s focusing on a shoot. It was great for me because I was so curious about this Asian boy who lived alone in a rundown part of London wanting to make it as a DJ and a music producer. I probably had started the QHHT® interview there and then. It was also great for the shoot because as we chatted, DJ relaxed and he became more animated.

At the end of the shoot, I asked my husband if it was okay to invite DJ to be my practice client. He gave me the go ahead. DJ agreed to take a look at the information I would send him. 

It was interesting connecting with DJ because not only that he was from an entirely different cultural to mine, he was from a different generation as well. When I asked him for the list of questions and symptoms, he took out his phone. I asked again for the list and he said ‘it’s in my phone’. ‘But I asked you to write it down on a piece of paper or to email me so that I could print it out.’ He said he didn’t have any paper or pen at home and he forgot to email it to me. Instead, he dictated his questions and symptoms to me. I didn’t know that that could work too. There was so much I didn’t know back then but I had begun to see that everything had a way to work itself out.

DJ told me how he didn’t feel he belonged, not in his village, nor in London. He missed his girlfriend back home terribly but he couldn’t stand being in his village anymore when even holding hands with his girlfriend had brought on judging stares by the villagers. He forgot how it happened but it had been his dream to be a music producer and he thought London was the place to be.

It must be hard being in a brand new place on his own. I know because it was hard for me even though I had a husband at home. What did DJ do when the loneliness got too much? He said instead of dwelling on it, he would go downstairs to the rather busy street to see who needed help. He said in his neighbourhood, there was always someone trying to load or offload something or elderly people needing a hand. He helped them all in order to feel a connection.

What a special young man, I thought. Only writing about it now, I realized I was doing the same thing with my healing tools.

The first place DJ landed seemed beautiful: endless rolling hills with thick lush grass. I couldn’t figure out what DJ was though. He was this dot that could move around at will. He was floating at midair and he could travel to any direction but no matter how far he had gone in the same direction, the scenery was always the same rolling hills with thick lush grass. He didn’t know what he was and why he was there.

‘I don’t want to be here. Please. I want to leave.’ DJ pleaded.

‘Why don’t you want to be there?’ I asked.

‘I feel lonely. Very lonely.’ He was almost crying.

‘Okay let’s leave this scene and let’s go to another time and place that is relevant for you.’

After that DJ went in and out of sleep. I debated whether to wake him up to explore some more or to let him rest after such an unpleasant experience. I couldn’t choose so I did both. I kept talking softly and hoping that when he had enough rest, he would respond. After all, I didn’t think falling in a deep sleep right after feeling very lonely was normal. Perhaps it was his *S.C.’s doing.

In between snoring, DJ would give me an answer. Mostly he said he didn’t see anything or he didn’t know. But then one interesting thing came up. ‘I see a big stage with a big screen. There are many people there. Many people. I don’t understand… I’m on the stage. I see myself on the stage. I don’t understand…’

I didn’t understand, also. Was that his future? Did music producer perform on stage? Maybe a DJ did? You see I didn’t have any idea what a DJ did back then other than working for a radio station. It was over 10 years ago and I told you I’m from a different generation.

When it didn’t seem that DJ would come up with any more scene, I tried my luck with his S.C.. I had read in the practitioner’s forum how sometimes when talking to a client in this state is like ‘pulling teeth’. I wasn’t familiar with this phrase which means extremely difficult when trying to extract information from someone. Finally, I witnessed why ‘pulling teeth’. It looked as if DJ was trying to keep his mouth shut while his S.C. used all their might to prise open his mouth. Some words did come through and then DJ would firmly keep his mouth shut as if he was determined to end this weird phenomenon from happening again. I didn’t blame him because I did the same and worst during my first QHHT® session as a client. https://staging.quantumhealers.com/yes-i-got-what-i-needed-a-qhht-session-story-part-1/ After a while of this struggle, he would snore again until his S.C. managed to get a word in. I was glad to have received 2 solid answers.

‘Why did you show DJ the scene where he was a dot in the rolling hills with grass?’

‘To show him the extent of his loneliness.’

‘What was that scene when he was on stage about?’

‘We want to show him his future. That’s his future.’

I asked some follow-up questions but I couldn’t get any more intelligible answers. I asked DJ’s questions and requested healings that he seek anyway. I know the S.C. is always there wanting to help.

Upon counting DJ out, I thought he would be glad to know that the future of his career was looking good and I wanted to know how he felt about the loneliness. I trusted that the S.C. had done something for him, especially while he was snoring. To my surprise, DJ was rushing to leave. He didn’t say anything but gave me a fearful glance just before he ran out the door. I felt he thought I was an evil witch who enchanted him to experiencing some weird things.

I had a practice client who was disappointed from not able to see anything and I had practice a client who saw everything and had S.C. came through but didn’t think the session was beneficial. DJ’s reaction was a first and I felt terrible.

I sent DJ the recording anyway and urged him to listen to it. I was surprised that he did listen to it. He said he felt weird when he listened to it. Ah well. I know that feeling too. I’m glad that he didn’t seem to see me as a bad witch anymore.

We somehow kept in touch for a while and exchanged casual messages here and there. I thought of him like my little brother. I dreamt of DJ a couple of times too. I told him one of the dreams but not the other.

I told him the dream where I saw him being anxious of something. He told me he was having nightmares and panic attacks. We had a little chat. I gave him a remote Sekhem treatment. The Spirits’ said he had to look after his health because big time was coming.

The second time I dreamt of DJ, I saw he had a hard time having a good romantic relationship and I broke the spell for him. I woke up and asked The Spirits, ‘did I do it for him for real?’

‘No.’ The Spirits kept the answer short. It was like a guessing game.

‘Do you want me to do it?’ I asked.

Silence.

‘Maybe it’s good if I do that for DJ.’

‘Yes.’

‘But I can’t just do that for him without his permission, can I?’ I know there are rules.

The Spirits reminded me that I did the session for DJ. The Spirits know how to bend those rules.

‘Right. Suppose I forgot something back then and suppose I remember now and sorry please and thank you could you please remove any past relationships vows like celibacy vow or marriage vows and other blocks so that DJ can have a fulfilling romantic relationship?’

I felt a ‘click’, like I guessed the right answer and I was allowed to fall back to sleep.

It was about 2 years since the session with DJ that I started seeing posts about his many travels. He was being flown to many places for his work. There were even photographs of him in first class cabin. I don’t know if he has lived that future scene where he was on stage with a big screen with many people yet but there’s no doubt that it will happen one day.

While writing this article, I went back to the messenger chat history with DJ and realized how I had helped him just by being there for him when he needed a loving connection. I forgot that he told me he did listen to the recording, that I did healing for him, and that he told me his ups and downs. The mind is so weird to have held on to a single memory and ignored the rest. For nearly 10 years I had held on to DJ’s stare as he ran out of my flat and I had felt guilty for so long. Enough!

Whilst I would not claim to have assisted in DJ’s career success, I do claim to have played a small part in DJ’s wellbeing. How a session benefits a client can sometimes be so intangible. But my being there to hold his hand amidst his nightmares wasn’t. We tend to talk about how we can help a client and how their S.C. is the one who does all the healing. I see now that as practitioners, we are playing very important roles as well.

For that, I celebrate myself and my fellow practitioners. May we forgive all our errors and acknowledge all the amazing things we do.

*QHHT® was created by the esteemed Dolores Cannon. She used S.C., short for Subconscious, to address the wise and all-knowing part of us, which is commonly known as the higher self.

*Stephanie Shek at TheLovingEnergy.com loves playing detective. Although she is too chicken to ever become one who deals with crimes, she is never afraid to enter the unknown with her clients to find out information that they seek.

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