‘Yes! I got what I needed!’ – a QHHT session story (Part 1)

During a free BQH – Beyond Quantum Healing – Let’s Chat! Session, where clients can ask all the questions they want to see if a BQH session is what they need, a client asked me if I had received what I needed from my first ever session as a client. I didn’t have an answer for her right away because I had always remembered my first session as messy and nothing else. I told her as such and only after telling her my experience, I finally had an answer for her, ‘Yes! I got what I needed!’

My first consciousness exploration experience wasn’t from a BQH session but from a QHHT – Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique – session, before BQH was created by Candace Craw-Goldman. Years ago, my husband urged me to look up Dolores Cannon, who created QHHT and was Candace’s teacher. He probably meant for me to watch Dolores’s many videos online but instead, I went to Dolores’s website, and within a month, I completed her QHHT Level 1 Practitioner’s training and had begun to practise my new love on my love, AKA my husband.

A typical QHHT or BQH session is like this: we have a chat about client’s life, their intention for the session, issues they seek assistance for, and the questions they want to ask their Higher-Self or the SC, as Dolores liked to call that all-knowing part of us. During the hypnosis part of the session, the client would see a past life and after that, we will ask to speak with their higher-self or SC for healing assistance and for answering client’s questions.

I was surprised when my husband was able to see a past life on our first try. Unfortunately, we didn’t manage to get his SC talking. We tried two more times and the same thing happened.

I logged on to the practitioner’s forum to ask for help. Everyone said family members made the most difficult clients. One of the practitioners said she was in London, where we were living then, and she offered a QHHT session for both myself and my husband, in exchange, I got to practise on her.

Her offer scared me because I was shy. I contacted her, however, because her phone number had my birthday number right in the middle and it felt like a meant-to-be.

We decided that she would come to my home three days in a row. I would be the practitioner for her on the first day, she would give my husband a session the second day and I would be her client on the final day.

Both hers and my husband’s session went without glitches. I was exceedingly proud of myself especially because although being a practitioner herself, she had never been able to view anything or had her SC talking through her in her previous sessions. Either beginner’s luck or I was brilliant. Actually, I think she figured out what didn’t work and finally everything flew for her.

My mind was flowing everywhere when I was waiting for her at the Underground station on our final day. When the practitioner walked through the turnstile, a strange thought came to me when my eyes caught hers. ‘Mum.’ No wonder she had my birthday on her phone number.

Remember what they said about family members being the most difficult clients? Turned out this could apply for past life family members as well although I didn’t see the life I had her as my mum that day. I also didn’t tell her I knew she was my mum because I thought I was making it up. I did see the life with her as my mum 2 years later and it wasn’t nice. I felt she judged me harshly in that life and I hated her guts.

I didn’t hate her guts in this life but I did feel judged. Dolroes Cannon said she never took notes because she needed to focus on what clients were saying. At the time I was doubtful whether it was a good idea not to take note and Ms. Mum showed me that Dolores was right. She came with a clipboard and at times, she would hold it up as if she was putting a barrier between us while taking notes. I noticed I was trying to please her or impress her, which seemed to make her want to distant herself from me even more. I tried to stop myself but I felt I was trapped inside my mind while this other part of me continue to do all the talking. I felt I was going mad.

When the time came for the hypnosis part, I didn’t feel so well. I didn’t think I could see anything or have anyone speaking through me. I was nervous that I would fail.

Nothing happened when Ms. Mum asked me what was happening. I didn’t see anything but wait… what was that… The nothingness I was trying so hard to stare at changed its colour into a creamy glow. I wasn’t sure what to make of it and so I said nothing initially, until gradually, this creamy glow went all around my head till I was completely enclosed in this beautiful glow. It was the oddest feeling how I could see the glow even behind me and above me and beneath me.

I knew I was at Source. I read about this in the practitioner’ forum Candace Craw-Goldman so wisely created. But I didn’t feel nice like those posts said. I felt terror.

Some parts of my body felt numb and some parts felt like something were stuck there. The terror I was experiencing intensified from worries whether I did something wrong and was being punished.

By the way, did I tell you what I needed the most out of this session? No, I did not. You see, I didn’t know it myself at the time. I wrote down many things but not the most important because I was too scared to mention it out loud, which was, ‘Am I going mad?’

When I signed up for my first healing modality course, I barely knew what chakras were but things happened very quickly for me and soon, spirit guides and angels were talking to me, ‘ghosts’ and other dimensional beings were talking to me, even stones and crystals were talking to me. I could feel people’s energy especially during healing sessions. I didn’t know I was a through and through empath and that although I had shut myself down to become apathetic, I became wide open again once that part of me was awaken. I absorbed people and environments’ yucky energy and I collapsed after nearly every practice session.

I didn’t have a mentor to guide me through my changes or how to use my beautiful gift of sensitivity to my advantage. Worse still, my own teacher didn’t believe my rapid transformation and said I imagined it. On the other hand, my Chinese upbringing taught me to be very fearful of my changes. All those super kung fu drama series and ghost stories I grew up with made me paranoid about the spiritual world. My Chinese friends told me to be careful again and again because people could become crazy just by doing meditation, even though, as far as we knew, this only ever happened in drama series, and the people who went crazy were the ones who wanted world domination.

Back to the session… I had great doubt whether I was actually under hypnosis. Dolores mentioned that clients often went to a somnambulistic state and that some clients could have no memory of what happened. I felt wide awake and I was hyper-aware of my surroundings and could feel Ms. Mum being nervous. Dolores’ words came to mind: she said that clients could become very sensitive when they were ‘under’ and we should make sure our emotions did not affect the clients. I didn’t know what she meant but now I do.

More of Dolores’ words came to mind when Ms. Mum said she was going to count me out, and this time I could hear Dolores’ voice loudly and clearly like she was next to me , ‘Don’t take the client out just because you are nervous!’

I urged Ms. Mum not to count me out and at the same time, because her nervousness made me even more anxious and I felt I couldn’t trust her, I asked for my husband to come to the room. My husband had always been able to make me feel safe through the toughest of times. Ms. Mum said ‘no’ and so I started screaming for my husband to come.

See, I told you it was messy. If you are thinking that Ms. Mum wasn’t fit to be a QHHT practitioner, please don’t. She was a brave, generous and independent women who had had helped many people through QHHT before she so kindly offered to help my husband and me. I don’t think I was the only one being affected by our past life connection. I think Ms. Mum was too. In that past life where Ms. Mum was my mum, my past character sort of became crazy – she lost her mind after a traumatic incidence and she sat around all day like a vegetable.

Finally, Ms. Mum went to ask my husband to come to the room. I could feel his anxiety as he and Ms. Mum approached the room. While my eyes were still closed, I could sense him being at the doorway and there was a gentle glow radiating from him. And just like that, I felt calm and I could feel the stuck feeling slowly dissolving.

Ms. Mum guided me to receiving beautiful lights to clear away all the stuckness and I felt soothed. I was touched and stressed at the same tim when she tried to bring me to viewing a past life. She hadn’t given me up.

Part 2 coming soon

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*Stephanie enjoys playing and experimenting with healing tools and she invites everyone to explore their inner world through simple exercises in her ‘What is love?’ video series. She no longer questions her connection with her SC, spirit guides and angels. Instead, she assists others in connecting with that all-knowing part of themselves through BQH and QHHT sessions. Start your BQH or QHHT journey with Stephanie today by scheduling a Free BQH/QHHT Let’s Chat! Session by clicking the buttons on this page here. https://thelovingenergy.com/quantum-healing-hypnosis-technique-beyond-quantum-healing/

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