‘Yes! I got what I needed!’ – a QHHT session story (Part 2)

I didn’t see anything. I did sense something. I sensed a pair of very large eyes observing me. It felt comical and a tiny bit creepy. I didn’t tell Ms. Mum because I thought I was imagining it. I didn’t know at the time that by withholding information, I was making it hard for Ms. Mum and sabotaging my session.

‘Is someone there I can talk to?’ Ms. Mum asked.

Yes. ‘Hm… I don’t know.’

Ms. Mum was saying something else while I tried to keep my mouth shut. There was someone. First, there were the eyes hovering above my head on the left side. There felt like two entities above my head on my right. But I didn’t want to say. My healing teacher said I imagined Spirits talking with me. This must be another of those imaginations.

‘There are two.’ I finally came clean because I felt bad for Ms. Mum who was trying so hard.

‘Who are they?’ Asked Ms. Mum.

‘God and SC.’ I said what kept appearing in my mind. I didn’t know they would show up together. And, God??? ‘Can my SC be God?’ I asked.

‘Maybe. I don’t know. Let’s ask them.’ Ms. Mum proceeded to asking for permission to speak to my SC. My body took a succession of huge deep breaths. It was as if someone else took control of my body. I was freaking out but couldn’t make any sound.

‘Her mind! Her mind! AHHHHH~~~~ So annoying! So annoying!’

Apparently my SC was now speaking through me and they were having great difficulty. They kept taking deep breaths and when they spoke, they were kind of yelling and trying to catch their breath at the same time. I think this had something to do with me.

‘This is pointless! She won’t believe it! She’s thinking she’s the one talking but she’s just not that clever, is she? Hahahahahaha!’

This couldn’t be my SC. Not God. Not Spirit Guide. It sounded so… loud… angry? Frustrated? Is my SC even allowed to be angry at me? Who is this?

‘She’s so annoying but it’s okay! AH!! Stop that! She’s trying to stop me!!! You are not the one talking, okay?! She’s too strong! So strong! AH!!! Stop that! She needs to go somewhere else! She wouldn’t believe it. She’s so close and she doesn’t know it!’

‘Close to what?’ Ms. Mum asked. She sounded so calm. She sounded more like a SC than what was coming out of my mouth. I thought SC were supposed to be loving and kind and peaceful. This… thing… was saying I was annoying.

‘She’s very close with us! That’s why she thinks she’s the one talking! She’s still doing it and she’s trying to stop us!’

Dolores had said that some clients thought that they were the one talking and that they made everything up. Was I one of them?

Now and then I could sense the pair of eyes observing me, after which it would report to Ms. Mum, ‘She’s still thinking she’s the one talking!’ They talked with exclamation marks and when I listened to the recording, I felt like they were being tied up and taken away while they struggled to break free and get a last word in, all shouty and breathy.

‘She’s so difficult! She wouldn’t listen! She tries to meditate and she can’t quiet her mind! She thinks too much! And when we come in to show her things, she pushes us out! She doesn’t know it’s us! We don’t know what to do with her!’

‘We want her to play! We want her to just play! This is what she’s good at! She’s being too serious now! She used to laugh about everything but people stopped her and said she wasn’t serious! Stop listening to other people! She knows what she’s doing! She does! She needs to learn, yes, like everyone! But she knows what she’s doing and she must stop letting people affect her!’

My alleged SC was shouting in the recording but nothing like what I was experiencing at the time. Whenever my SC was speaking, I felt there was a thunderstorm happening in my whole body.

The pair of eyes knew I wasn’t happy with them for being so loud. ‘SC can come in many forms! She’s thinking we are not her SC because of the way we are talking. Get over it! We are powerful! You are powerful! Stop hiding yourself! This is the way you are! This is the way we are!’

‘Yes, we are all perfect in our imperfect ways.’ Ms. Mum added. I thought my SC, if that was my SC, should learn how to speak nice from Ms. Mum. I was so embarrassed by them.

‘She thinks she’s going crazy. It’s all the drama series she watched! People can go crazy but not when your intention is pure! She is pure! She’s not going crazy! She’s just annoying! Hahahahahaha! And funny! She’s so funny! Hahahahaha!’

Who’s annoying here…

Ms. Mum asked for a body scan for me.

‘We did it! That was what we were doing! We were helping her from the beginning! See how she reacted?! She tried to stop us! We don’t know what to do with her! We’ve really been trying! We even send people to give her messages! We pointed her to what helped her! But she just doesn’t believe us! She doesn’t believe in herself!’

‘How about I ask some of her questions? You know the answers, right?’ Asked Ms. Mum.

‘Yes!’

I panicked as Ms. Mum looked through my questions.

‘I won’t ask in sequence and I will ask one of her questions randomly.’ And she did.

‘I don’t know. I don’t know the answers. It has been me talking to you.’ I admitted in my little voice.

‘Please close your eyes for me.’ Ms. Mum requested.

I shook my head ‘no’. I had opened my eyes so the nightmare would stop. I closed my eyes again when Ms. Mum said she would count me out. I finally felt at ease when I didn’t have to try to pretend anymore.

My mind was surprisingly quiet when I walked Ms. Mum to the Underground station. When I finally said something, I noticed my voice had changed. Previously, it was high-pitched and mousey. Now, it had become deeper and more certain. I told Ms. Mum my observation in a way to test out my voice a bit more.

‘Yes, your voice has changed.’ Ms. Mum confirmed.

My voice was reflecting how I was feeling. I felt more certain of myself.

‘I know you don’t believe it was your SC, but do listen to the recording. They did give you some very good information.’

Eventually, I did listen to the recording. My alleged SC spoke for only about 15 minutes but they gave me a lot of information and guidance. Guidance which at first felt too good to be true, like when they told me to play. I didn’t exactly follow its guidance to make changes and it was alright. Whatever healing they did for me seemed to make me change my view naturally without effort. I mean, instead of me trying to change according to the guidance, I had changed without trying at all.

And guess what? I no longer thought I made everything up or that I was going crazy. I mean, if I were to pretend to be my SC, I would have sounded much nicer, wouldn’t I?

So, yes, I got what I needed!

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*Stephanie enjoys playing and experimenting with healing tools and she invites everyone to explore their inner world through simple exercises in her ‘What is love?’ video series. She no longer questions her connection with her SC, spirit guides and angels. Instead, she assists others in connecting with that all-knowing part of themselves through BQH and QHHT sessions. Start your BQH or QHHT journey with Stephanie today by scheduling a Free BQH/QHHT Let’s Chat! Session by clicking the buttons on this page here. https://thelovingenergy.com/quantum-healing-hypnosis-technique-beyond-quantum-healing/

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