Intuition and Balance
How are you riding the energies of 2025? Our human ability to feel into situations is increasing but as always it is important to not become overly emotionally invested in the current chaos.
Transcript
Candace Craw-Goldman
That right before it was time to click on this zoom link and talk to you today, I was upstairs telling my dad’s care provider about the time when I went against my own intuition. So my I was upstairs crying, thinking about it and it, it is that’s a 30, 34, year old memory. You know, when I did the absolute opposite of what my intuition told me to do, because of what was accepted, what was culturally expected of me and all of that, and I wish I wouldn’t have done it. I didn’t have the maturity or the understanding of the power of intuition at the time to follow it. I used and allowed my intellect and my conditioning and my programming to talk me out of my intuition, and and boy howdy, that doesn’t happen to me anymore. Not at all.
Candace Craw-Goldman
Hi everyone. It’s Candace Craw-Goldman with QuantumHealers.com again. Good morning everybody. Hello. Today is the day after the United States election results winner has taken office. We in America now have Donald Trump as our president for the second time. It is the 21st of January, 2025 so I am welcoming my good friend, my wonderful friend and colleague, my beautiful friend, Silla Lewies, hi, Silla,
Chrysilla Lewies
hey, Candace, nice to be on screen with you again, so far away, but so close to my heart.
Candace Craw-Goldman
Oh gosh, I miss you so much. So right off the top of the show, we want to say that we actually, up until about one minute ago, were expecting a third person, our friend and colleague, Patricia Grootjans. We were going to talk about a number of things. We were going to talk about a tandem session that Patricia and I did, that Silla facilitated. But we’re throwing that out the window because Patricia is not here today. At the last minute, could not join us. We’ll, we’ll save that talk for another time. We are going to also talk with Silla about some new content that she’s putting up on QuantumHealers.com. Patricia is also doing that, so that was going to be part of what we were going to talk about. But we’re also going to talk about kind of timeline things and shifting realities and what it’s looking like out there, you know, energy wise. And so welcome Silla, and
Candace Craw-Goldman
what’s going on, lots going on. We were talking it would have been nice to have had Patricia on because she has the astrological side of what’s happening on timelines. And you know, there’s, there’s been a lot happening in my life, and I, I’ve noticed and realized in soul groups, it’s almost as if they’re happening in soul groups. So yes, what’s been happening in your life, in the day?
Candace Craw-Goldman
So like you, I am watching a lot of it seems like yes, Soul decisions being made right just before the holidays, the holidays the New Year and and even up until yesterday. Now, you would have to have been living under a rock to not really know what what happened yesterday, which was the inauguration of Donald Trump. And you know, this is not going to be political. We’re going to look though at, you know, the the effect this has had on the collective of humanity on this planet, there was a lot of division, there was a lot of energy. There was a lot of people who did their level best to keep that man from putting, you know, his hand on the Bible, which I guess maybe actually he didn’t even do. There’s making a big deal about that. They started, they started the swearing in, before his wife showed up with the book. So, so there’s already a conspiracy theory out there for people to talk about.
Candace Craw-Goldman
But before that even happened, as we all know, with the multiple assassination attempts, there’s a great number of people and other kinds of energies who did not want that man to take office in America. And those of us who read the energy and watch what’s going on, we realize, you know, there’s a number of people who are highly invested in this, and there was a lot of lines drawn in the sand, and there’s a lot of people who, you know, remove themselves from politics or try to stay above the political spectrum. But like it or not, the leader of this country that I live in changes our individual lives, I would say, for the whole world, but certainly for America. So if you aren’t paying attention, or at least aware of what’s going on, you know, I don’t know, you must either be on a desert island or in a completely different realm, or something like that. So so yesterday came and went, and we are on whether you wanted it to happen or not. We’re on a new trajectory. And because we’re on a new trajectory, yeah, things are happening, and things are souls are making decisions, and we’re noticing that all over the place, with illness, with people passing, I got some devastating news about one of my best friends in the world just yesterday. Yeah, things are changing, and you’re finding that with you too, right?
Chrysilla Lewies
Yes, yeah, excuse my voice. Hopefully we’ll be able to clear about that up as we talk. But yeah, I’ve had the same I lost someone yesterday, and and then someone close to them also had an incident, and they, you know, it’s like, as I said in the beginning, it seems like it happens in in groups and possibly as a soul-family connection. There? Um, on top of that, I was at a funeral yesterday, so it’s like, wow, it’s happening. It’s all happening at once. But it’s, it’s depending on your political view. You know, hopefully the shifts are we going to be seeing people call it we’re going into the Golden Age. Could this be the golden age that we were looking for, yeah, one step at a time, and only time will tell.
Candace Craw-Goldman
So, right, right. Yeah, there’s, there’s a lot of questions, there’s a lot of intrigue, there’s a lot of that kind of stuff going on. And again, I do find it rather interesting when and people, and many in our own community will declare that they want. And look, you know what, I was one of those people, truly, for so many years. I’m like, Ah, I don’t want to see it, I don’t want to hear it. I don’t want to know about any of that nonsense. It’s brutal, it’s petty, it’s childish, it’s corrupt, it’s disgusting. And you know what? It’s still all of those things. But I have found that I’ve paid a little more attention since COVID, of course, because that shit, sorry but true, changed our lives, right? And continues to change our lives. I mean, one of the things that I heard yesterday, the President signed a whole bunch of executive orders. I mean, he went from I kept thinking about his day. I couldn’t have done it. I would, I would, it would have exhausted me, the things that man did throughout the entire day. But I did pay attention to some of the executive orders, and one of them really hit home.
Candace Craw-Goldman
I happened to just it was on playing on my phone as I was going about my day yesterday, after the gym, I stopped at the grocery store, and I was just parking at the grocery store when somebody was talking about some of these executive orders being signed, and one of them was that he’s reinstating the military who quit in protest from the mandated injection policy when, when they mandated that that the military members must be injected with the experimental shot. And my son in law didn’t want to be injected, but he was five minutes away from being given an opportunity to be on a path to be the captain of a naval ship, which is what he has worked his entire life to do, and He rolled up his sleeve and got that injection because he didn’t want to derail that and he didn’t want to disrupt his family. And if it would have been me, or if I could have helped another decision, I might have not made the same decision he did, but he did, and I respect whatever he did, and I just pray every day that he’s going to, you know, not completely regret that, like, Oh, so many people do. But that was so astonishing for me to know that people that I know who quit in protest are going to be reinstated with every bit of their back pay. I mean, that’s fantastic, that’s integrity, that’s freedom, and that’s that’s something to celebrate. I don’t care which side of the aisle you’re on or if you’re. Smack dab in the middle. Isn’t that a good one? I mean, there was, there was some, oh, I’m sure, controversial ones, but, but that one was a good one. You know, we absolutely, you know, thank you. My body, my choice,
Chrysilla Lewies
Well, there’s a lot to be said that we don’t have a military really, in the UK, if we were to go to war tomorrow, I don’t think we’ll survive it. That’s why we need the allies of of the US, and even that is rocky grounds at the moment. So right? What else is there to be said with regards to that, military is always the first one to be experimented on. It’s always been the case over here. I’ve got friends in the military or vaccine damage, and they know it’s because of that back in the day, they didn’t have a choice. Yeah, and I think I was speaking to some friends yesterday, and I think we have a lot of luxury in our lives that we don’t really realize is a luxury, because we don’t have the daily struggles our parents had 50 years ago. So we have the luxury of saying we need to fight climate change, or we have to, we have all these agendas, right? If there was, if we had everyday worries, then we wouldn’t be concentrating on all these other agendas out there, because we we our focus needs to be elsewhere. And it’s like the luxury of going to the gym or the luxury of being able to sit and meditate. Some people just don’t have that luxury. And I think we need to be grateful for the things that show up in our in our lives every single day, because it’s only because of the people that go to war and serve our country that we’re able to be here and do the things that we do. And we need to remember that
Candace Craw-Goldman
Absolutely true when, when there’s a reason, of course, to go and all kinds of those things are fabricated, and the corruption is, is ridiculous. We can go down that, that rabbit hole all day long. You know, my dad used to rail against some of the decisions made when, when he was, you know, a fighter pilot in the Vietnam War. And even as a young adult, I thought he was insane. Because he, I thought he was insane when he was talking about some stuff before the before I’d ever even heard the term conspiracy theory. And, you know, my dad was right, because he was right in it, and he saw what was going on, and it was crazy because, you know, and I’ve had clients, actually, I was thinking because Silla, and I were talking right before we pressed record about books, and we’re going to move to that here in a second, but thinking about writing books and writing about some things, and I’ve been collecting file folders of my favorite sessions, and I’ve got a stack of manila folders of of session notes and things, and one one of the most profound sessions I ever had, Silla. Do you remember this because you’ve been around long enough? Do you remember this session because this is directly tied into the military, but also quantum healing.
Candace Craw-Goldman
Do you remember my session that I talk about all the time on the forum called drugs, drugs and more drugs. There’s a I reference it a lot. I pull it up a lot. I wrote it many, many years ago, and it was because there was this former, former Black Ops. Probably Special Ops is probably a better way to say it. He was an elite military dude who was put in a certain situation, and he it was his job to there was a rooftop, and he was a, you know, as a special marksman, and he was supposed to defend this rooftop. And there was a contingent of them, and it was active war, you know, things going on, shooting and all of that. And all of a sudden he was put in the situation where his compatriots, his his team members, were pulled off away from him because they defend each other. He was alone, exposed on a roof, and members of our military actually turned their rifle barrels onto him to eliminate him, and he still survived. He shouldn’t have, because he was so good. He got bullets on the lower half of his body. He was able to shield himself, save himself, get out of the situation where probably almost anybody would have perished.
Candace Craw-Goldman
But when he came to see me, and this was years ago, back when I know only QHHT was what was going on, what in my life, he sat there, and he was kind of like a zombie. He was very medicated. And I And he shared with me how many of the drugs he was on, and I took notes, and I wrote them all down, and I was absolutely astonished. I’d never had such a medicated, tranquilized, brain-altered person with chemicals sitting in front of me, and he didn’t talk much, and he he was kind of and he was in so much pain. And guess where he was in pain, of course, from the waist down right his legs and everything, you know, he had so much pain he was on, in part, he was on morphine. He was on so many drugs, and for the longest time, and Dolores taught this and everything we, you know, we would find out how many medications or what kinds of medications people are on, because sometimes it really affects your ability to access the your imaginative part of your brain. It just does right? And so I’m writing all this down, and I remember talking to him about, well, I was very honest. I said, I’m really never done a session with somebody as medicated as you. I see no reason to not try, though, you know. So let’s try.
Candace Craw-Goldman
And he had an extraordinary session where he was half physical and half non physical, and the non physical part was the waist down and the the story was so beautiful, and I won’t go into the details, but it was all about a different kind of existence and how they were doing what we’re doing, what I believe we’re doing on the planet today, which is, you know, metamorphosizing into this next version of ourselves, whatever that looks like. Some people say crystalline. Some people say DNA strands, you know, all that stuff. And the entire session was about how he could describe himself physically up here, but then it like, gradually, like, almost like ombre, you know, became transparent, and then energy down to his feet, which, of course, matches up with the injuries and the bullet holes going through him, right and yet, not eliminating his life as the as the soldier, and it was the most wonderful outcome, because he got off almost all the drugs almost immediately. And his own psychiatrist referred him to me. A psychiatrist referred this person to me, and it changed everything in his life. It changed everything anyway. I guess I went off on a tangent, but I’m, you know, I’m reminded there about, you know, a man of integrity, absolutely believing and defending with incredible honor his notion of what it is to be living in a free country, and Then his own country turned on him, right? That’s, wow, awful.
Chrysilla Lewies
That sounds like an incredible story. And you said that you’re starting, you started writing yourself, which is that you cannot, you cannot be inspired after writing, you know, a chapter which turned out to be a book, which is the awakening stories, if you haven’t seen it, or, you know, go, go have a look. Show the book.
Candace Craw-Goldman
Show the book. I know you have yours on your desk. I don’t have mine. So one of the things we thought it we’d go ahead and talk about today, since Patricia’s not here, she’s Patricia’s not in the books. Patricia has written, written her own books already, but this is the first time I’ve ever been in a book. I have many in the project, writing things going on, including another another one going lots of, lots of unfinished ones. But that’s one of the things still and I were talking about, was how inspirational it was to see this book come to fruition. And not only that, there’s about six or seven quantum healers and BQH practitioners in the book. And I have to tell you, Okay, this is a little bit amazing, but it’s true. I’m so happy to be in this book. I’m so happy I’m chapter 10. By the way, chapter 10, it’s called “Someone’s Going to Eat Tonight”. It references a number of events in my life, including my session with Dolores Cannon. But my favorite part of this book is the glossary in the back,
Candace Craw-Goldman
because it has BQH back there, and it defines it because a number of people reference it in the book, and I couldn’t be more amazed and proud of that. And by the way, I’m talking to one of the other chapter writers, Jennifer Wertz. I’m talking to her on Thursday. We’re going to talk a little bit about the chapter, and we’re going to talk about Quantum Connect that day. And I was just working on a quantum connect video yesterday. So, I mean, there’s so many things we could talk about. I know this conversations all over the map, but I know you’re a little with your voice. And, you know, hey, I’ve already talked 90% of the time.
Chrysilla Lewies
No, well, the voice is fine. I think it sounds worse than it is. And the more I talk, the better. You know, it’s kind of, it’s kind of cheering itself up, which is good, and then going, I don’t, I don’t talk a lot during the day, you see. So it’s got, it’s got time to just kind of chill and brew. So I guess talking does a good the vibrations and getting the,
Candace Craw-Goldman
well, the good energy of just connecting with somebody that you really care about and and gel with and love. Hey, what’s the weather like? Where you are here, it’s just brutally cold. They’re calling it brutal cold, and it is brutal.
Chrysilla Lewies
We had a couple of cold weeks, not brutal. Probably gone down to minus four, not minus 20, like yours. So, so yes, it’s been kind of brutal, and I felt really bad for the birdies and nature outside. So I can’t imagine how I would have felt if I was there with you. I don’t know how they survive, but they, you know, I think they have big furry coats, so hopefully they’re kept warm and, you know, they know how to survive. And otherwise, it’s been really mild, mild and wet and misty. And that’s another thing, you know, everyone keeps talking about this fog. What’s in this fog? And why am I ill again after? I just was ill before Christmas.
Candace Craw-Goldman
Did you see? Did you see Will and Allison’s video on that? So Will asked the collective about it. And it’s, you know, not, not to do too much of a spoiler, but a lot of it, it comes down to beliefs and choices and things like that, which so many things do, of course. But speaking of the fog, I think one of the executive orders I heard somebody say that was signed yesterday was supposedly the geo engineering program has been scrapped as of yesterday, and there’s a whole I don’t know if you’ve heard this. Do you know? I don’t know that I I think I just heard it yesterday. So just because I mentioned it doesn’t mean I buy into this, people. So just know this. I just hear these things. That whole thing about Greenland, uh, there’s this idea that there’s some sort of program, or, I don’t even know if machines the right word, but some sort of energy and program in Greenland that turned on this polar vortex and has been part of the creation of some of the extreme weather, like the hurricanes or the floods. And actually the floods are what we were going to talk about with Patricia, right? That was one of the things we were going to talk about, because we had done this tandem session in August of last year. It was cool and also strange in some ways. And I know I said, Let’s just set it aside and sit back and see how this plugs into anything. And for Patricia, it really did, because she got caught up in floods not long after that, and it changed her life, right? Which was, I mean, well, we’re gonna have to talk about that when Patricia’s around. But have you heard that about this, about Greenland like this?
Chrysilla Lewies
Well, funny, you say that I was on the way, I was in the car driving, I went for a swim early. I don’t know if it was a good idea or a bad idea, but I thought I need some exercise the water again. So I went for a swim. And it was funny on the way there had on the radio. There was two people on the radio. One was a Trump supporter, and the other one was a lady from Greenland, and she was talking about the detrimental effects the economy will have with Trump in power. So I’m not really sure, but there’s something going on in Greenland, for sure, but I think there’s been going, there’s been things going on for Greenland for years that’s been undercover and, you know, projects that we don’t know.
Candace Craw-Goldman
Yeah, I think you’re right. I think you’re right. Yeah, there’s a lot going to change, I think, with with the economy. I mean, I you know, it’s hard to tell with that man, what is, what is showing off? What is, you know, utter exaggeration, and what has kernels of truth in it? One of the things I talked about was creating something called the external revenue service. And people are salivating at the idea of the Internal Revenue Service being scrapped, which would just be amazing. I certainly, for me, we spend an inordinate amount of time on on paperwork, and great deal of the income leaves leaves before it ever shows up, because of of all. Of all of that. But, yeah, it’s going to change things. Things are definitely shifting in all kinds of ways.
Chrysilla Lewies
How’s your week been? Energetically? With regards to dreams? I’ve almost dreamt every single night this week, and every single night it’s been an apocalypse of sorts. Oh, there’s been a pipe in my, my, my roof burst. That was another dream, water. Again, again, yeah, so the fire then there was water. Um, yeah, it was. It’s just been a weird everything. And I’ve been so because of it’s been so vivid, so vivid, like you’re in it. So I thought, no, I need to start writing them down. And then when we were saying about flash fiction earlier, we’re talking about stories, it’s like, oh my goodness, you know, I can I think I’m going to, I’m going to become a writer. I want to become a writer now. So yeah, it’s just
Candace Craw-Goldman
yeah, and why not, and why not? Yeah, um, yes to the dreams. And I’ll share one, and it’ll give me the opportunity also too, because you, you may or may not know you had a very busy day, so you probably didn’t see it, but I’ve had so many people contact me personally asking about Allison Coe.
Chrysilla Lewies
I saw Yes,
Candace Craw-Goldman
yes, and so rather than, I mean, I was hoping that enough people saw this, because I can’t take any more time to answer these questions that you know, because people are hoping she’s okay because, I mean, she Literally disconnected her YouTube channel, and we found out about it because of internal things with QuantumHealers.com of course, Allison is a part of our community, and every one of our members social media network is plugged into QuantumHealers.com and so so we noticed pretty quickly When she had, you know, basically disconnected her channel.
Candace Craw-Goldman
I contacted her, and I talked to her, not once, but at least twice, and and texted her, and she’s fine. She’s absolutely fine. And we we had some nice chats, catching up about very family things and personal things and that kind of nature, not about session stuff, not about any of the work or anything, absolutely just personal stuff. But after talking to her, it was late, and she’s on the West Coast and you know, and I try to go to bed early, because I get up so early, I went to sleep, and I immediately dreamed about her and her family and even her dog. And it was crazy, because it was one of the dreams that you’re talking about, and it was one of for me, I have a lot of dreams about traveling and traveling in groups and moving from one place to another, so I believe this fits in with the timeline stuff and the biggest scene in my dream with Allison Coe was we were and think about this from what previously we were talking about already, about timelines and the divisions and people making choices and everything, we were on this massive highway, massive divided highway. So a whole lot of people were going this way, and a whole lot of people were going that way, but there were some people, including quantum healers. But I had only really, it was only Allison and her family and her dog that were identifiable for me in this particular part of the dream. We were in the median. We were in this beautiful grassy part, you know, the earth, and it was big, and it was there, even though you could see both highway directions, people going this way, people going that way, this part in the it was like a respite. It was like a zone, and you could get in on that highway or get in on that highway. And we both had our vehicles pulled off to the side, and we were there with our families and and our dogs primarily. And I’m sure this is because it’s today is 18 days till I go pick up our new puppy. So our new singularly focused on on animals and, well, dogs and cats, because more cats have shown up at the farm that are just making me a little crazy, but, um, but yeah, and what, what we were seemed to do all we were almost like having a picnic, almost like having a party, almost like having a we were just so happy to be with each other. Were on this grass that was so lush it was like velvet, right? We were on the earth, and we knew humanity was doing this over here, this over here, on the highways, but we weren’t part of either one of that. But we had our own vehicles, and we could join up with either side whenever we wanted to, I thought that was pretty symbolic and interesting.
Chrysilla Lewies
Yeah, fascinating. It’s like you’re not getting involved with the with the energies, the chaotic energies, you’re deciding to separate yourself from that. Let’s take a step back and enjoy the moment and
Candace Craw-Goldman
be in, be on the velvet grass. Yeah, yeah, I’m ready to see the grass again. We didn’t get too much snow, but oh my gosh. I guess the older I get, the more I’m like, Okay, I’m kind of done with this. And actually, it’s going to go up to, I think, 25 degrees today, which really sounds like a, you know, like a heat, a heat wave. It’s still under freezing, but maybe my my horse hot waters, will work. I’ve been, you know, as you know, one of the gym things you do when you weight train is you carry, sometimes, kettlebells, you know, you carry a weight or a big barbell on with just one hand. Man, I’m so good at that already. Why? Because I carry buckets of water. And I’m having to do that. I’m having to do that more often.
Chrysilla Lewies
As long as you’re walking, you may as well do this.
Candace Craw-Goldman
And it’s, yeah, and it’s, chop wood, carry water, right? Chop wood, carry water. It’s, it’s, it is absolutely to that. You know, actually, Tom and I went and got a whole new, whole new load of of firewood over the weekend, because we have been going through it, man, staying staying warm. So, yeah, well, so we’re talking about writing. So have you, have you started on something? Because I know I can talk a little bit about something I’m trying to work on right now? Yeah,
Chrysilla Lewies
it’s so fascinating because I’ve done, we’ve done the chapter, so I’ve done my chapter in the book, and it was great, because I had to write, I had to edit, which is great. And it’s like I went through a phase of my life where I absolutely loved reading fiction, and then I stopped. I was like, I’m not learning anything from fiction. And this was when my spiritual journey unfolded. And, that’s right, oh
Candace Craw-Goldman
yeah, yeah. And then we do these sessions which are like, they blow fiction out of the water, right?
Chrysilla Lewies
So then I was like, okay, you know, it’s nice. So I love, I love metaphysical topics. Of course, that’s the work that we do. But then I do a lot of inspirational speaking. So there was a natural so they were, it’s almost like it flew from inspirational speaking to inspirational writing. But that is a whole different. It’s completely different to actually writing fiction, right? So, so now it’s almost as if, okay, I’m going back into the fiction. I’m ready to actually read those fiction books and actually read how it’s edited, how it’s written. So then for me to be able to that now start that writing. You know, the writing that I see myself doing, and I do see myself doing it because, like, for example, the dreaming I did this week with the zombie apocalypse, I was the viewer. I was the writer and the editor, and I was able to exactly see exactly how it will fold, how it will unfold, scene by scene. And it was great. It was like, Okay, this is, you know, yeah, it’s amazing how everything just comes together in a dream, but when you wake up, it’s that’s like, if only ever, everything is as smooth in reality as it is in dream time. But that’s enough inspiration to to think, okay, maybe I could put my hand to fiction. Fictional writing was partly, you know, reality, because, because of our stories, but, but you you’ve actually started writing. That’s great. That’s great. I’m just kind of learning how to write.
Candace Craw-Goldman
You know, here’s the, here’s the thing I’ve, I’m one of those people though I I’ve, like, four things started. I have four things started and I haven’t finished one. I I was well on my way when COVID hit, and that really threw a wrench into so much of it. But you know what? I think it had to and I think this time had to go, these last four years have changed a lot or solidified a lot, or had me understand so many things, right? And I think I’ve if I would have finished it and published something right before COVID, the timing wouldn’t have been the best at all right, as as a matter of fact, it’s sort of like some of the timing things right when I I was absolutely hell bent on getting my BQH class. Done when I did, which ended up to be less than a year before COVID hit back at a time when people doing anything online like this was not popular, it was not very accepted, and it was extremely controversial. Look in these four short years, nobody even talks about that being controversial anymore. Nobody, right? Nobody. So timing and the energies of what’s happening in the world, we’re not separate from any of that, right?
Candace Craw-Goldman
So, yeah, one of the things that I’m working on right now, it’s, and I love that that you’re talking about, you know, fiction, because one of the reasons I kind of stopped reading fiction, and hardly any movies and hardly anything on TV is interesting to me anymore, and I know a lot of quantum healers feel that way. Why? Because when we hear those stories coming out of people’s mouths, it just they’re so real, and they’re so powerful and they’re so unusual, and they’re so well, they’re so big that it makes some of this other stuff sort of fall flat. It becomes very predictable. It becomes very repetitive, and it’s it kind of frankly boring. So I stopped too. And you know, this is very common for us to talk about people you know, can’t really watch movies anymore. Can’t, don’t, not too many TV shows make too much sense anymore.
Candace Craw-Goldman
But I’ve always talked about sharing session stories, ever since, you know, 2008 having us share session stories. But a lot of people have maybe continued to equate that with Dolores Cannon’s books that are about that thick, that were these really long, drawn out, so huge word count, kind of collections that that that was intimidating to them. And from the very beginning, I’m like, you can share session stories as a summary. You could you just tell us what happened, kind of like I did earlier in the show with with the soldier. And so the more I thought about all of those other books out there that are still in the tradition, which is a beautiful tradition. Please, don’t misunderstand me about session stories and how they play into people’s lives and all of that. I thought I’m going to do something different. And so right now, I’m working on a book that is kind of based on a flash, flash fiction model, which is, you know, minimal word count, but also on all of these years, 16 years plus now, of encouraging and writing my own session summaries on the forum, which isn’t the back and forth, back and forth dialog thing, it is. It’s something a little different.
Candace Craw-Goldman
And so, yeah, I’m working on that, and it’s my goal to get that out this year. I mean, I hope that I can do that. A lot will depend on that 94 year old man upstairs, because even though I do have help, and I have somebody up there with daddy right now, I have nobody overnight, and so far, most nights I get sleep, but I can, I can see, I could see where that can turn on a dime, you know. So he tried to keep daddy healthy and safe, and hopefully he lives. This blog is my my his mother, my own grandmother, which would be in almost another decade. Or no, it would be another decade. I don’t know how possible that is, but yeah, I mean, I don’t know if I’ll be able to have that. I’m a realist, but that’s, that’s my goal. Anyways, see if I can’t get out something out and self published. By the way, you can find our awakenings book on Amazon, or you can contact either one of us for signed copies of this awakenings book. One, make sure I mention that definitely
Chrysilla Lewies
that’s it’s nice and special when you can actually sign it, sign it and then post it right. It’s postage to the states just wasn’t so expensive. So if you’re in the UK, I’ve posted that’s going to cost so much, considerably more to post outside the United as well. Post to the United States. Yeah,
Candace Craw-Goldman
yes. You know, I wish we would have had a whole bunch of them done, and you could have signed a bunch
Chrysilla Lewies
here at my house. Yeah, I think I may do. I think I may find one of you and just delegate a postie over there. There you go, something, yeah,
Candace Craw-Goldman
something like that, yeah. So actually, I did this thing, and when I did it, I almost, I actually asked Tom I was like, I’m doing this for for Silla. Do you think she’s going to think it’s dumb? And he’s like, No, I don’t think it’s dumb. So Chrysilla is in this book and I’m in this book. We’re both authors of this book. But I took one of these books and I signed it and I sent it to
Chrysilla Lewies
like, oh my god, Candace, that’s like, the most special gift ever, right? Like, it’s not silly. Like, wow,
Candace Craw-Goldman
you know, well, I what gift do I have from you? Oh my gosh. This is like a love fest between us, but I have your wisdom cards right in my bedroom, standing up like this. And you know what you people out there? Do you know what this woman did? She was like, This is my first printed deck, and I’m going to give it to you. I mean, just amazing. Hey, that’s a great opening to talk about what you’re doing for our channel.
Chrysilla Lewies
So I’ve decided to team up with QuantumHealers.com and they’ve been very kind to offer me, you know, a slot once a month to do, to do Oracle readings. So oracle card reading. So I’ve published my own deck, as Candace said. So it looks something like this. It’s, it really is an amazing deck. It’s such good quality. And I’ve found a few online readers as well, and I’ve sent them copies, and they love it too. So the feedback has been great. And yes, I do the readings. Yeah, I do the readings myself. For Quantum Healers. Once a month, I’ve already published January’s. So go to quantum healers.com if you’d like to find January energies, even though that’s drawing to a close now, yeah, I’ll be doing that monthly. And it’s, it’s great.
Candace Craw-Goldman
They’re posted on YouTube and rumble. So we’ve got two channels there. You can find, find those there. Hey, can we talk you into pulling a card for for today? Let’s, oh, yeah, let’s do that before, yeah, before, before we sign off for the day. Let your voice rest. Let me get back to the farm chores. So, yeah, so let’s take a moment. And you know, for all of you out there, because I know there’s a lot of people out there who, a lot of dear friends, who who are really, really hurting right now, and they’re really upset and disappointed. And then there’s a whole nother contingent of people whose hopes are as high as Mount Everest. And for all of you people in between, um, let’s pray for the best, benevolent outcome for all right, the best timeline for all of us, the highest timeline for all of us. I know that’s certainly what I want in the what Silla wants. But how about with that in mind, with the highest timeline in mind, and what’s just happened, why don’t you pull a card for us? See what we see?
Speaker 1
Okay, yes, so one fell out, and it’s the intuition card, the intuition card. So that’s, that’s lovely, a really lovely card. And it’s about, of course, it speaks for itself. Follow your intuition, even though there’s a lot going on. And like we said earlier, with you being picnicking with with Allison, allow the chaos to pass you by. Don’t, don’t get involved in other people’s troubles and and we always want to help. And we’re jumping feet first, not thinking, Oh, how is this going to affect me energetically? So, you know, just observe something first. How does it feel? And then move forward with that feeling. How can I help? How can I be of the highest good for this person and myself? Right?
Candace Craw-Goldman
So hold it up. Hold it up again, and just for a moment and still, so we can see it. So she’s on. Look how beautiful that is. So it’s an ice skater. Yeah, that’s it. Just got an ice skating. It’s very beautiful. Thank you so much. Yes, do you know that? Right before it was time to click on this zoom link and talk to you today, I was upstairs telling my dad’s care provider about the time when I went against my own intuition. So my I was upstairs crying, thinking about it and it, it is. That’s a 30, 34, year old memory. You know, when I did the absolute opposite of what my intuition told me to do, because of what was accepted, what was culturally expected of me and all of that. And I wish I wouldn’t have done it. I didn’t have the maturity or the understanding of the power of intuition at the time to follow it. I used and allowed my intellect and my conditioning and my programming to talk me out of my intuition and boy, howdy, that doesn’t happen to me anymore, not at all, you know. But I’m going to be, you know, 64 years old later on this year. So it took me a long time to get there, and I hope those of you out there who are listening, who are nowhere near my age, will begin to do that sooner than I did, because I’m, you know, I didn’t do it early on. I did it at times, but there are other times when I thought, you know, accepted knowledge and accepted wisdom simply just canceled out my intuition, and I don’t do that anymore.
Chrysilla Lewies
It’s so easy to fall in the trap of wanting to be plea, you know, to please others, to be liked as well. It’s like, just be you and the right people will like you anyway. So yeah, it’s true,
Candace Craw-Goldman
but you know, we have to forgive ourselves for doing that, and we have to remember that our species, you know, think about our species. If you think about a horse, a baby horse, you know, a baby horse runs the same day it’s born. Human beings are not like that. We have to depend on each other. We have to. It is hardwired into us so we can tell each other, and I can suggest to you to follow your intuition. But it is hardwired into us to have the approval of others for survival. Since we were born, we had to have, I mean, nobody’s gonna, you know, if you get abandoned as a baby or even a toddler, that’s it for you, right? The Animal Kingdom is a little different. You know, the the timelines are a little different in that regard. So, so be nice to yourself by understanding that you have to walk again, that delicate balance of that right? So I guess that’s kind of what this show’s been about, is about balance, hasn’t it? Balance and intuition. Maybe that’ll be the title of the show.
Chrysilla Lewies
I like that very much.
Candace Craw-Goldman
Chrysilla I love you. You know, um, you’ve been here to Kansas twice, and I’ve been to London a couple times too, and well anyway, I miss you.
Chrysilla Lewies
I miss you too. If I could pack up and move to Kansas, out of all places, I would do that tomorrow, if not today. Let me get you now. But I would, I absolutely love, love, love. The United States. You guys have such a great country, even though you think, Okay, we have this new president now, and what’s he going to do? You have an amazing country, and it’s not the President that makes the country, it’s the people. And you guys are absolutely amazing.
Candace Craw-Goldman
Well, we welcome you with open arms. And, you know people, people switch. People switch where they live occasionally, and I’d love to, I’ve told so many people that I would love to be able to stop by your house and have tea or coffee, as the case may be. But it’s great to have friends all around the world as well, and it’s really been great to talk to you today. So and Patricia Grootjans, we missed you today. We’ll reschedule, and we’ll talk about that water tandem session, which, you know, apparently there’s more integration and understanding that we need to to have before we talk about it. It was a it was a really interesting session. Watch the space. Okay. Yeah. So Patricia is doing a weekly astrology forecast for the QuantumHealers.com YouTube and Rumble channel, and Silla is doing the monthly energy readings with her cards and and you should really tell us the name of your kitty who’s been sitting on your right shoulder the whole time. Hi, kitty, kitty.
Chrysilla Lewies
Echo. Echo, that’s right. Hi, Echo, he’s trying to sleep.
Candace Craw-Goldman
Hi, Echo, Hi, sweetheart. You are beautiful. Alright, alright, everyone. Well, thank you so much for joining us, and until next time, this is Candace Craw-Goldman from QuantumHealers com. If you are a healer or a service to other practitioner of any type. Do you know that we would love to have you join us at QuantumHealers.com. We are a guru-free community. We help each other. We help each other grow and learn, and we share notes, always confidentially, of course, without any names, but we help each other be better healers, better friends, better humans. So join us. Why don’t you? QuantumHealers.com, until next time, bye everyone!
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